I’ve been seeing babies everywhere.
I think that happens right before you’re about to have a baby of your own. Suddenly, at the grocery store, in the library, at church, the screaming tiny things just appear. And they’re everywhere.
I’ve always had an apprehension about babies. Even after having successfully guided four babies into toddlerhood & beyond.
Don’t get me wrong, I love the sweet scent of their freshly bathed skin. The cuddling & coos. The amazing-ness of having a new member of your family.
But I worry a lot when they’re so helpless & they can’t communicate in a way that always is clear.
I remember not being able to sleep for about three nights after I had Hyrum (my first).
I just lay there, anxious, eyes wide open. It was as if my fight or flight response had been kicked on...